For the longest time now as I look onto DA and see the goodies that it has to offer....I see CG art >___< I wanna learn how to do it too! But I heard that u need to have photoshop for that mess. But that's not gonna stop me! XD I'm gonna still try and see if I can do!!! I WILL! I CAN!!! (~^___^)~ GO ME!!!!

Character(s):
Ricky:
• Wise guy

Derek:
• Russian dude

Ianna:
• Li-ge’s mother

Julie:
• Li ge’s father
• Narrator

Li-ge:
• Main character(played as Li-ge)

“Hmm, this story takes place not too long ago…A story about love, tragedy, and revenge. A story simply called…KILL”

KILL

Li-ge’s father: Fool!
Li-ge’s mother: My husband, lower your voice.
Li-ge’s father: Not forgivable!!!
Li-ge’s mother: You will only be heard by deaf ears. For our son is not here.
Li-ge’s father: In the plus of day and the negative of day. He plays like child, soon he will take over the family line!
Mother: You worry on little things…let them pass and soon disappear. Along with your pass worrys.
Mother: Worrys are not needed no more.
Father: maybe…

::Li-ge enters the room::

mother: my son! Give a many embraces.
Mother: Come, come, we must talk of many things.
Father: Unnatural this is…sit in due greetings.
Father: Why my son left work to folly about?! You are heir of the Wan family, you are born in nobility.
Li-ge: One’s right has freedom---
Father: Foolishness! Such things mean nothing!
Li-ge: My rights---
Father: Your right are to carry the name of the Wan family and to fulfill your role!







lol this is just homework so don't worry about it! ^____^

On this very day....when I look upon my world before me. I see people of all shapes and sizes living out their lives. When I see this, it makes me happy. When I think about this it makes me cry....Even the simlpist thing in life you know? the way how flowers bloom and how people interact within eachother. Even the way how people walk the streets breathing into the still air. It makes me feel that this might be my last day of living....thinking this way, not trying to take things for granted. And yet I still smile, I'll cry if I allowed my self too....It just seems like am saying my final goodbye. But I don't want that to happen....b-but must of me saids that I wanted to die along time ago. I wanted to die....no, I was longing for my life to end. Just to stop for ever, to lay beneath the cold earth we call home. Is my life really that sad? I go to school talk to my friends, even laugh with them...When school is over I come back home...I talk to my sisters and say hi to my mom and dad...almost everyday....Is my life that sad to begin with? I really don't like to think so, I just only wish.....for everybody to let me go...

My life isn't my own...I know that. But everyday it seems i only hurt the people around me. I don't want them to feel pain, i don't want to feel sad....I-I just don't want to be in pain anymore. I just wanted it to stop you know. But no matter where I go...it seems like am hurting somebody in the process and I hate that! But I still smile despite the way I feel....I smile for someone else, never for my self. Always for smile one else, hoping deep down inside a smiple smile can cheer up their day. A smile that can shine better then the sun.....But I don't have that. I wish I did....I wish I can do a lot of things.....but when I attemp to do it. People laugh at me for my ideas, just a dreamer...."Not everything is possible Julie." "But if you just try or even come up with something similiar then it is possible!" .....all I hear is laughter afterwards. Are my ideas that laughable? If only I-if only things were different....In a way i don't want things to be different to the point everybody will take in my ideals. If that was possible I'll be taking away everybody's feel will. Everybody has the right to voice out what they have to say....That's the natural freedom of all man! I don't care if the law say this or that......you were born with a voice for a reason even if it's just in your head, you have every right to speak.

Now after all of this do i have the right that I still long for death....yes I do. I live for others....for my sisters...my parents...my friends...and so forth. But in some way it's not true....no matter how many times I tell my self, I also live for my passion for art. My love and craving still drivs my til this day. The more I think about it art is every where I go...the pictures in my dreams the sound of brids outside my window....it's all art in another shape or form....it makes you want to give you life an extra drive a boost if you will. Something to cling onto, something to foreverlove. To love this earth and everything on it, that is my art. It's not just drawings or paint on a canvas, it's something more to that. Heh...I think it's life it's self.

Even if you don't see my point of view. everybody has their own way of seeing life....and I'm grateful for that! For some reason I can't stop crying as I type this down. Is love really that strong to bring one to such tears? Is anything that strong enough? I think I just answered my own question....yes it is....anything can be that strong enough.

You know what i want to wish for if I had just one wish.....just one wish...i only wish to love all for what everything is and to come from it...

On this very day...I'm ashamed to say I GOT LOST! I'M SORRY! AM SUPPOSE TO BE OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW WHERE AM GOING AND STUFF B-BUT!....It all started with an okay school day, everything was okay. Expect for the fact I just noticed my teacher has peanuts for brains. Were in Government discussing how government began in early America, and he's teaching us on the states under the english rule.....and that's it. And that's all he knows....seriously. He said that the olny way that the states got it's name was that a whole bunch of plp came from different places that has the SAME name as the states......And that's how we got the names to our states, nice isn't it? T__T no wonder everybody is failing his class.

Sorry bout that! Okay on to the lost story. After school I had an interview! I was soooo happy! Am finally getting a job at the crepe maker! I go home, got a ride from my sister to go to the mall for the interview and guess what I got the job! Then my phone rang, Of course I pick it up and started talking all the way to the bus stop. But the thing is...I didn't no that it was the wrong bus....~__~+

At first I was paying attention to my phone and the bus stop message thingy to tell which stop am on. Some time later, the bus diver saids that "Stop requested at 168 SW," and that's when I remembered that I lived in 152 st! Mind you....it's a few miles difference. I got off the bus and started walking and I called my sister! I didn't no where I was or was there any nearby signs. The olny lights were comeing from a distance across some wide open plain of dumped cars and garbage there. So my only choice was to cross it.
If theres lights that's where plp are at! It's was the most longest walk I ever took in my life, I had to climb over stuff to get by. I was saved! There was a store there and some plp there! I looked at the sign and it said 174 sw! I got even more farther away from home! I called my sister, who was laughing when she heard my *ahem* plight. I told her the street number and the store's name, and she told me to wait for her in the store. And I did....I waited and waited.
Plp(who worked there) were asking me if I was okay of something. I didn't want to say "I just got lost just like every other day, and by the way I don't no my address! Despite the fact I live here for how many yrs!?," So the only thing I said was that I was waiting for my sister, which is very true.

Awww, I was so happy when Judy(sister) called me back and she told me she was outside. I ran outside, got into the van and rode home. With Judy laughing at me and my dad waiting for me at home to give me anoter lecture every time I got lost(which is most of the time) TT____TT


I HAVE NO SENSE OF DIRECTION!!!!!

DA isn't allowing me to update like every good deviant should do! B-but I bled and sweat for this picture and I can't update!!!! Every time I go to submit and I get everything filled out and when the last step comes along when everything is loading everything just turns white on me....I thought that my internet connetion was weak, but is wasn't. So I restarted my computer and that didn't work....so I wa like hey! This might be one of those day things when everything is just wrong....the next day....the same thing happened....and the day after that..... and the day after that....I got the same thing! That same old blank screen!
Does anybody konw what the problem is? or isn't just me?